over and under my old locker

I just noticed I have alarmed my phone for I don’t know since when. I heard it ringing exactly 9 in the morning today. I can’t even remember when I have set it. I don’t know when I have started to off the ringing until today. It was set for a daily alarm. Knowing when I heard it, I must be sleeping like a log. The sound is really a pain in the ear when you hear it. I wonder how my housemate tolerated the disturbing sound all these time. I must ask her when she gets out of her bed today.

People, I mean friends, neighbors, even just a visitor have been disturbed by my way of sleeping. They sometimes could not stop themselves and ask directly, or at times I would just hear them mutter, at its worst. I slept too much, they say. I woke up too late, they say. I wonder if all of them know how I did that or if all of them have the right to question it?

Our parents haven’t made a rule about our sleeping habit ever since. We are sleeping independently by ourselves. Not as long as we disturbed some though and we needed to get up, that is when papa would get to his feet and restrain us. We sleep as we want; we woke up as we want. Papa says we should know how to discipline ourselves and that is why he is keeping us doing the things that are righteously right, SLEEP WELL! May be that is how he set his rule for us, preparing us to BE INDEPENDENT as much as possible.

As I grow older and live with some new acquaintances I become aware that they are the people most disturbed of the sleeping habit my father hasn’t set the rule of, and it deeply upsets me, yay! Btw, as if I care. But really I am deeply concern just how their lives are emotionally harmed by it, it is just annoying hearing them say things that they don’t knew of. Why the hell they care, I could only mutter. I don’t disturb them. Their lives don’t change because I sleep as I want. Their lives don’t depend on mine. I care when I needed to care; perhaps, I wake up when I needed to. It is true perhaps the quotation, “MAGBIRO KA NA SA LASING, ‘WAG LANG SA BAGONG GISING,” because I really feel I could kill when I hear them opinionate just after I wake up or straight when I feel my senses are getting started.

Not until today of course, I feel my concern is needed to be said. I feel I needed to stop the buzzing sound of my alarm. I might be disturbing my adjacent sleep mate, argh.

For people that do not know. I wonder if they will ever know this though. I am really trying to get my 8-hour sleep that is why. I sleep too late and so I wake up late, too. If you saw me taking longer than the 8-hour habit that is because I am just as lazy as a dog getting up. But I am well aware that after the 8-hour sleep time all the senses are widely awake. And that is how I heard all the mutters. And it sucks!

haha. i just want to share this i blogged sometime when i was taking my review for the board. i guess i have in my atittude here. :)